pieces of nothing

i don't know.
right now i'm feeling nothing.
not happy, nor sad. neither angry.
not anxious, worried, or satisfied. not even confused.
my body has been taken over by my mind. over powered. controlled.
i'm not tired. i'm not energetic. just nothing.
i feel completely out of my body. i have become my mind.
i can't pay attention to anything other than my thoughts embed within.
i'm here but i'm not all there.
i'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me.
but i'll take it. just to get away from my mind. from everything.
it's time for bed.